My Life, In Your Arms Tonight

The color dissipates from my eyes; also with it the glow,
Along with that my heart lessens and shrinks to a minuscule low.
It's in your hands, it's in your arms; my life as time quickens,
Will you choose to do the right thing as my blood thickens at my hair's ends?
You look left you look right, no one around to help me themselves,
The duty is in your hands...why hesitate? Why look for someone else?
We're here alone as my heart lessens even more to a beat every four seconds,
If there's something to do it's time to do it now before my time slowly ticks away again.
But wait, why are you leaving? Turning your back on me I see,
I was left in your care and you walk away, make haste, and leave.
Now I lay here alone, with no one to help or care for me,
I was left in your arms dying...and you weren't there for me.
This has to be the end, as my breath breathes no more
My life, was left in your arms...I hope you remember that forever more.

Waves of a Sunset

Crisp air feels to the skin; the softest touch as if in a daydream,
The onlooking sight, Beautiful, as the sun's rays peak out at me and gleam.
The colors masquerade and dance through the sky,
Just as waves crash onto the shore and pass over my legs and feet.
Clouds swimming through the air like bright evening shadows at the end of a summer's day.
I look closer and see the sun's colors basking behind the glory of the changed colors of the clouds.
They go from orange, to yellow, to scarlet, and even a light and heavy pink.
They remind me of the ocean waves as they splash and hit the sand near where my legs were ground.
I get up to finally admire the sky and sunset for what it's worth,
To the sounds of the ocean...and the waves of the sunset...was how I was given birth.

Alcohol (No More)

I'm losing track of time
I'm losing what? My mind...
I check my pocket..not a dime.
I gotta go...What?...I gotta leave
Before this drink comes to take over me
I'm outta this door, don't fall on the floor.
Because when I let go, my stomach may go and heave.
Where are my keys?...No my car?...
Stumbling, crazy, fooled up out the bar.
Why is my vision blurred?..Stutter?...No Slur
Thought this drink would help my problems
Help me out and solve them.
But no, I'm still alone...driving towards my home
Dammit I lost my phone....But I hear a dial tone?
Got a ringing in my ear...What is this fear?
Ringing turns to screams...Am i sober?...No the Air..
The breeze feels cool....the strange feeling of a fool
There goes the dial tone again, it's ringing in my head...
I can't make it stop, why won't it end....
but wait that's not a ringing.....It sounds like a horn
Pulsing sounding louder...Wait lights? What's........
No More.

Cut Me....Deeply..

Cut Me and hurt me because the pain is worthwhile,
Cut me and bleed me because i don't share your sense of style.
Cut me, im odd i don't fit into this society
Deeper, sink in, and end my reality.
Cut me, for my emotions are too much for me to handle,
Let it bleed, for it soothes the skin that I wear everyday.
Scarred skin, Charred skin; it's all indifferent and feels the same.
Is it my life mistakes, or outside forces to blame?
But the pain feels good, I can't escape the feeling
Only the sight of my blood can help my self healing.
Cut Me....Bleed Me......Cut through.....Deeply...

Shoot Pain

I shoot pain with my words,
I break spirits with my lies.
I twists terms with phrases and shoot verbs into your eyes.
Sticks and stones can break bones,
But words can curse internally.
With one single tone of my voice
Ill send your soul to the infirmary.
Length and skill are left to kill because vocabulary is infinite,
Ill rush you with a certain rush of adrenaline
Rush you like a stimulant.
The mind weaker than the body,
the body stronger than the mind
If both fused to one level there's none of that kind.
A fusion of pain, a psychotic rush of agony
Nightmare slain, changed perspective of insanity.
But with these words scratch your thoughts,
Ponder; unwind, for unless you think deep or ignore
My Words Shoot Pain For They Are Unkind